Dad got me another cactus from Walmart <3 This one is gonna be called Midori

Went to Punahou Carnival with Tim, Brooks, Janis, Moody, and Moodys friends. It was fun till we ran out of money.

Tim won me Tim(?) from the game booth :)

Espeon figure made by Emberger

Game Plan of the Plan

After talking with multiple people who gave me advice on what I want to do after college, I finally decided what I'm going to do now in help of choosing the career I will go in.

It hit me after I talked with Uncle Stan. He told me that it's great that I'm interning now because it gives me an advantage and helps me weed out what I want to do later. I think that I want to try out more internships and jobs to see what I like and don't like instead of jumping the gun and say that I'll be this because who knows, I might end up hating my job. You can't just base a career off of the income you get (well that's what I think).

It pains me to quit the internship I have now but I think it's for the best because I want to gain more experience in other fields, cross out the careers that I wouldn't want to get, find a job that I would be happy with, then putting all my focus in school so I can get that job.

If I had the choice of having a high paying job but I hate it vs. a low paying job but I love it, I would go with the latter. No point in working for the rest of your life if you hate the job.

As weird as it is, I enjoy work more than school. Also math wants to make me face palm on how easy the material is. We're learning stuff that they teach you in middle school ._. At least it's an easy class

Last night was so much fun. Even though some things were unexpected, it went good. I got to China Town around 4ish and meet up with Kellen, walked around, bought popcorn, then got dragged to go to Kellen's family dinner. Like how I get dragged into everything else by just hanging out with Kellen.

After dinner we meet up with Danny and Ember and walked around more. Later on I got a crepe with Kellen (apparently he wanted to pay for everything, even the popcorn). We saw Brandi and Thad! Man seeing those two together is hilarious, just like a sit com. I wanted to get some Dragon Whisker Candy but the wait for it was just too long. We left around 9, went to go pick up Jerald and meet up at Embers house. Then we fit everyone in one car and went to Walmart at Pearlcity.

Kellen felt like driving so he asked me if I wanted to go to Tantlaus, which was awesome. The drive to Tantlaus was pretty cool, everything was pitch black, so you have to be a pretty good driver also we were going at a pretty fast pace too. The view was beautiful, one day when I get a better camera I will defiantly take pictures at Tantlaus. After that for some reason we went all the way to Waipio then back to drop everyone at home.

Long night but it was really enjoyable cause I was out with great friends! :) Hopefully we can do more of these things before Kellen goes back to the mainland.

My minds in a jumbled up mess :/

It’s hard to let go. Yes it’s painful and sad but you have to know when to let go for the better. It’s also hard to tell when to let go of something until something hits you hard. Someone told me it’s okay to be sad. If you didn’t care at all you wouldn’t be sad in the first place. It’ll be alright because even though it hurts, it will heal over time.

That’s what I keep telling myself. I talked it over with three different friends and made up my mind. But the only thing is will I be able to do confront it? I’m not sure if I’m able to spit those words out and say it properly. I’m afraid that I’ll mess it up and fck everything over…