As weird as it is, I enjoy work more than school. Also math wants to make me face palm on how easy the material is. We're learning stuff that they teach you in middle school ._. At least it's an easy class

Last night was so much fun. Even though some things were unexpected, it went good. I got to China Town around 4ish and meet up with Kellen, walked around, bought popcorn, then got dragged to go to Kellen's family dinner. Like how I get dragged into everything else by just hanging out with Kellen.

After dinner we meet up with Danny and Ember and walked around more. Later on I got a crepe with Kellen (apparently he wanted to pay for everything, even the popcorn). We saw Brandi and Thad! Man seeing those two together is hilarious, just like a sit com. I wanted to get some Dragon Whisker Candy but the wait for it was just too long. We left around 9, went to go pick up Jerald and meet up at Embers house. Then we fit everyone in one car and went to Walmart at Pearlcity.

Kellen felt like driving so he asked me if I wanted to go to Tantlaus, which was awesome. The drive to Tantlaus was pretty cool, everything was pitch black, so you have to be a pretty good driver also we were going at a pretty fast pace too. The view was beautiful, one day when I get a better camera I will defiantly take pictures at Tantlaus. After that for some reason we went all the way to Waipio then back to drop everyone at home.

Long night but it was really enjoyable cause I was out with great friends! :) Hopefully we can do more of these things before Kellen goes back to the mainland.

My minds in a jumbled up mess :/

It’s hard to let go. Yes it’s painful and sad but you have to know when to let go for the better. It’s also hard to tell when to let go of something until something hits you hard. Someone told me it’s okay to be sad. If you didn’t care at all you wouldn’t be sad in the first place. It’ll be alright because even though it hurts, it will heal over time.

That’s what I keep telling myself. I talked it over with three different friends and made up my mind. But the only thing is will I be able to do confront it? I’m not sure if I’m able to spit those words out and say it properly. I’m afraid that I’ll mess it up and fck everything over…